Thursday, July 1, 2004
Chillin' Clay Aiken - Invisible

So, I guess that Collin & I are fine again... Same with Jordan for that matter! He called me today to talk a bit & see if we could hand out! I said that I could probably do something. He suggested Tuesday or Wednesday but I don't know if I really want to put myself in that position or in any awkward (sp?) situations. It was an interesting thinkg to talk to him, since it's been so long. Y'know? He drives me absolutely nuts! It's insane! Anyway, I'm very happy that Collin and I are good now and that everything is going so well. I'm surprised that things turned out so great (me fearing the worst and all). I don't know... It's so confusing to feel so into all this but unesy and unsure. I don't think that I've ever been off-edge around him or his mom. I mean, the thing about Georganne not liking me is officially gone, I think. She sure isn't letting on to any resentment, I mean. What if she hates me privately & around others? That'd be so horrible! I know she's got stuff on Neika. I hope she hasn't anything on me. Well... Oh, well.

ixcrisxi at 12:22:00 AM MDT